Wow! Being in romantic relationships just throws me for a loop. I am so strong and focused on my own but up comes another ball of energy and flesh...all my cockpit instruments go haywire. Being about two weeks out of it, I can now look back and see how desires meshed, how foggy it became as I faced continual observation by a beloved human being.
At the beginning, it reminded me of long car rides with best friends where everything is so synchronistically magical and the time flies by. At the end, I felt like we were both from different countries with limited use of the others' native tongue, both trying desperately to find a restroom.
If anything, it was a great experience and I'm taking a lot from it. The look in our eyes as we are dressed to the nines, red and black, was worth it all.
Love is every where I see it. JD
