What can I say?
There should be more.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Whether or not anyone finds me attractive,...
I'm still happy.
It's a sunny 50 degree day during stick season in VT.
I've got a book report on Bipolar depression due tomorrow.
I'm singing in a talent show tonight.
I ate two amazing chocolate chip cookies yesterday.
I have a bunch of nomenclature questions due in organic chem tomorrow.
I ran into Ivy at Shaws.
I'm going to hear latin jazz on Thurs with my roommate.
I'm going dancing with Fran on Sat night.
I have my dreaded Psycho of Stress class on Sun.
I'm wearing tight pants.
It's quiet.
I've been having consistently vivid dreams each night.
I ate a pommelo yesterday.
watching men do pull ups at the gym inspires me to run longer.
this moment and this inner devotion give me all I could ever need.
I'm still happy... :)
It's a sunny 50 degree day during stick season in VT.
I've got a book report on Bipolar depression due tomorrow.
I'm singing in a talent show tonight.
I ate two amazing chocolate chip cookies yesterday.
I have a bunch of nomenclature questions due in organic chem tomorrow.
I ran into Ivy at Shaws.
I'm going to hear latin jazz on Thurs with my roommate.
I'm going dancing with Fran on Sat night.
I have my dreaded Psycho of Stress class on Sun.
I'm wearing tight pants.
It's quiet.
I've been having consistently vivid dreams each night.
I ate a pommelo yesterday.
watching men do pull ups at the gym inspires me to run longer.
this moment and this inner devotion give me all I could ever need.
I'm still happy... :)
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Paranoia
Ever since I was little I've experienced a lot of fear, mostly fear of all the horrible things that could go wrong but never do. It's like life is an episode of Dateline or 20/20 behind every unknown.
I used to feel more prepared because of these worries, as if they were intuitive insights. But they never have been. All they've done is create lots of anxiety and paralyzation. And of course many, many awkward moments.
I'm playing with these thoughts, not giving them control and just sitting through the discomfort of the unknown. I'm hoping the unknown is more interesting than the repetitively false dangers in my brain.
So far, so good.
I used to feel more prepared because of these worries, as if they were intuitive insights. But they never have been. All they've done is create lots of anxiety and paralyzation. And of course many, many awkward moments.
I'm playing with these thoughts, not giving them control and just sitting through the discomfort of the unknown. I'm hoping the unknown is more interesting than the repetitively false dangers in my brain.
So far, so good.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Relapse
Apologies about the lack of posts!
I am currently nursing two heartaches. I've gotten ill again and just can't seem to kick it. I've been struggling with it for a while.
Also Chile was hit by a terrible earthquake early Saturday morning. Approx 800 dead with 500,000 displaces and so much damage. It makes my heart hurt.
If you can please donate to the relief effort. Even 10 bucks would be appreciated!
I am currently nursing two heartaches. I've gotten ill again and just can't seem to kick it. I've been struggling with it for a while.
Also Chile was hit by a terrible earthquake early Saturday morning. Approx 800 dead with 500,000 displaces and so much damage. It makes my heart hurt.
If you can please donate to the relief effort. Even 10 bucks would be appreciated!
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